Friday, June 30, 2017

June 30, 2017 1000 Alaska Time

Here are two articles produced by Hearts for Hue pertaining to this year's Vietnam trip. Thanks goes out to my friend, Khanh, for his excellent work.
I expect to make my next humanitarian trip to Vietnam in May/June 2018. Heartfelt thanks to all who have supported this most successful effort.

Neil Hannan Chicken Raising Program 

Livelihood Support for People with Disabilities

Neil

Friday, May 19, 2017

May 19, 2017 1000 Alaska Time Hannan Homestead

Here is a link to a video of this year's Vietnam humanitarian trip. Much thanks goes to Khanh and Vy of Hearts for Hue for creating this video.  Thanks to all who contributed to the amazing success of our 2017 effort.

You may have to click on the link to see an option for viewing. I'm not so sharp at this stuff.

Neil

Neil Hannan 2017 Vietnam Humanitarian Trip


Monday, May 1, 2017

May 1, 2017 1845 Pacific Time Los Angeles

I'm working my way home and am now at LAX, where I'm making it through a nine-hour layover. But, this Alaska Air Lounge makes it a comfortable experience. The departure flight is at 2250 with a 0430 arrival in Anchorage. It will be good to get back to the peaceful serenity of my homestead. Bufous will greet me with open paws.

Neil

Sunday, April 30, 2017

May 1, 2017 0740 Vietnam Time Saigon (Flying Out)

Well, another trip is history. I will soon taxi to the airport and initiate the long flight (s) home...Saigon-Hong Kong-Los Angeles-Anchorage. Thanks to all who contributed to this hugely successful humanitarian effort....turned out super.

My bag is packed and all is ready to go.  My Levi 501's, tucked away for most of the trip, are folded neatly on the dresser, awaiting the call to action. I'll be heading downstairs to check out in 15 minutes. Going home from 'Nam.

I will keep write again as the dust settles.

Neil

Saturday, April 29, 2017

April 30, 2017 0825 Vietnam Time Saigon


POST FROM 2015 VIETNAM TRIP ENTITLED "MEETING THE ENEMY". THIS WILL GIVE YOU FURTHER INSIGHT INTO THE FIGHTING AT NHI HA, WHERE THE NVA HAD MUSTERED AN ENTIRE DIVISION. 
Neil's Hastily-Built Bunker-Nhi Ha
1968 is a year that is unquestionably and perpetually locked into my memory, overriding most every other competing stimulus.  Events of the day before yesterday brought the horrors into crystal-sharp focus, providing previously unknown details that are, in retrospect, possibly better left undiscovered.  Why allow the risk of being subjected to revelations about such a horribly traumatic, torturing, and life-altering event, the memory of which  is enduringly haunting?  I have no good answer.

During the past week, I have been running hot and cold as to whether or not to meet with an ex-NVA (North Vietnamese Army) officer who fought against my unit on the DMZ in May 1968. The battle, forever etched in the minds of those soldiers who fought it, has been chronicled in “Magnificent Bastards”  (Keith Nolan) and appeared in “Vietnam Magazine” as an article entitled “Nightmare Battle of Nhi Ha”.  Some months ago, Cau, visiting relatives at Nhi Ha, noticed an under-construction monument to a most significant May 6 battle.  He managed to obtain the phone number of Mr. Tha, the officer who commanded the NVA force that fateful day.  Khanh, of Hearts for Hue, called Mr. Tha, who expressed an interest in meeting me. The wheels were turning and decision time had arrived. Apprehensive and scared, I nevertheless elected to leap into that roiling cauldron.  Although balking at the suggestion of a filming crew from Vietnam National Defense Television, the OK was given for the presence of a newspaper reporter.  

It was 0900 March 26 . Mr Tha, a fit 87 year-old gentlemen, met us with a warm smile and firm handshake.   His grandson, most personable and quite fluent in English, was present to serve as interpreter.  With Danny documenting via video and camera, Captain Tha and I waded into discussion of that May 6 engagement, which involved 2nd and 3rd platoon  from my company, A 3/21 196th Light Infantry.  1st platoon had been held in reserve. 

Lacking the stamina to dive too deeply in this writing, I’ll nevertheless provide scattered details of this meeting with my former enemy and provide some explanatory background.  Figures are tough to recall with precision, but should be accurate or very close thereto.

The NVA had mustered the largest force ever assembled for a battle during the entire war with a goal of capturing the Marine base at Dong Ha.  Rushed north to reinforce the Marines, my unit arrived May 1.  From then until the subject engagement, of which Mr. Tha and I share commonality, it had been four days of steady fighting. On the afternoon of May 6, Co. A’s 2nd platoon, under Lt. Smith, and 3rd platoon, led by Lt. Kimball, began their patrol northward from our hastily-dug entrenchments towards the DMZ. My understanding is that the intended goal was recon with the idea of determining the location the NVA force without locking into a sustained engagement.  While setting up for the patrol, there was what seemed at the time to be an insignificant “adjustment” within 2nd platoon.  In my recollection, the intention was for my squad, led by Sgt. Haddock, to serve as our platoon’s point element.  I was to be point man.  However, as it turned out, my squad ended up on the left flank. It was Bill Baird who then became point man for the lead squad.  The remaining rifle squad set up on the right flank. With the flanking squads “dropped back” from the lead squad, the result is a wedge formation. The machine gun squad and CP would be in the center of this wedge. This is all from memory, so I beg for accuracy.  Regardless, it is safe to say that confusion existed as to which squad would walk point. 3rd platoon moved out in similar formation on our right with 1st platoon behind in reserve. 

OK, having provided a brief overview, it’s time to get back to Mr. Tha’s house, where we’re sitting side by side on a wicker sofa.  Photos, newspaper articles, documents, the “Nightmare Battle of Nhi Article”,  and a personalized “Magnificent Bastards” were presented as gifts. “To Mr. Tha, a Brave Soldier; Respected Foe in 1968, Respected Friend Today”. 

I learned that on May 6 Captain Tha’s force of about 300 men had entrenched at a point where he had anticipated our arrival. Moving north, as described above, the approximately 70 men from my company could hardly imagine the meat grinder into which they were walking. All hell broke loose and, with an entrenched enemy outnumbering our exposed troops about 4 to 1, it was a disaster that will not be detailed by me.  Of significance, though, was the “switch” that placed Bill Baird as point for the lead squad.  That adjustment allowed my squad, now on the platoon’s left flank, to scramble behind the bank of Jones Creek, the only reasonable cover from the withering enemy fire.  The chapter in “Magnificent Bastards” chronicling this battle is accurately entitled “Alpha Annihilated”.  Although nineteen wounded men were extracted during withdrawal, fourteen comrades, one being Bill Baird, were left on the battlefield as I and other survivors finally broke off the engagement and somehow escaped the NVA's “kill zone”. It was an indescribably horrific ordeal. That night, I was one of four men ordered to serve on an LP (listening post) far out from our entrenchments.  The purpose was to spot and report enemy troop movement so as to alert our main force of an impending attack. During the night, we heard the words, “help me” coming from what seemed to be Jones Creek. With no established pass codes audible, we considered this an NVA trick and called in artillery, which silenced the voice. Surprisingly, the NVA did not attack that night. Following my LP’s pre-dawn arrival back at the main force, a figure appeared in the distance coming up from Jones Creek. It turned out to be Desmond, one of the men who had been left on the field of battle. He said that he had been lying beside Bill Baird, who was wounded and couldn’t move.  He indicated that he had remained concealed until near darkness, then stood up and slowly walked away to the creek. He related that, en route to the spot where he tried to get the attention of my LP, he killed two NVA before losing his rifle. He had left the wounded Baird, who was surrounded by our dead and dying comrades.  Another of the fourteen, Joe DeMare, made it back to our perimeter. As I recall, he said that he had played dead when an NVA rolled him over, then crawled back all the way to our unit’s position. His bloody knees served as evidence. It wasn’t until  May 8 that we managed to get back to recover our bloated, maggot-riddled bodies, which had been in the hot sun for two days. The condition of our soldiers’ corpses and the stench created an unforgettably sickening situation. We loaded the bodies into Marine otters and headed back to our entrenched position. I, along with one other survivor, was asked to don gas masks, climb into the otter, and unload the bodies. It was a gruesome and traumatic task.  Of the fourteen men left on the field of battle, Desmond and DeMare managed to make it back on their own. Eleven bodies were recovered May 8.  Helping identify and tag the dead, I objected to one body being incorrectly tagged as Baird.  Please understand that the condition of the bodies made ID very difficult. When the process was completed, it was determined that Bill Baird was missing….MIA.  Bill finally made it home in 1973, when the POW’s were released.  Until the names of those returning appeared in the newspaper, I had assumed that he was dead.  I was shocked. Upon Baird’s arrival at Valley Forge for debriefing, I managed to engage in a lengthy phone conversation with him. The call was recorded by the government. I’ll just say that he was understandably bitter and harbored extreme animosity for Desmond, the man who abandoned him.  And now reflect back to the confusion in formation that caused Baird’s squad to be point, which afforded my squad the cover of Jones Creek.

Now we’re back to Mr. Tha to and I sitting side by side at his house.  Reviewing his diagram of the battle, my eyes immediately noticed the name of one man…..Bill Baird. Mr. Tha had marked the spot where he found him.  Back and forth via the interpretive skills of his grandson, we talked about battle particulars. His interest in a US soldier that he discovered as darkness neared the eve of May 6 was most evident.  “Who was this man”, he queried repeatedly. I was admittedly somewhat confused.  Mr. Tha said that his men had found a surviving soldier in the creek, trying to escape. They were about to eliminate him with rifle fire when Captain Tha ordered them not to shoot. When I asked why he would make such an order, his response was that the man was unarmed (rifle assumed dropped in the creek) and trying to escape. He felt letting him go to be the “right” thing to do. Then it hit me like a brick wall….Desmond.  After being spared by Captain Tha, Desmond worked his way along the creek until near my LP. The story about walking from the battlefield under cover of darkness and killing two NVA en route is somewhat conflicting, though, with Mr. Tha’s account. He says that he has always wanted to learn the identity of the US soldier that he had allowed to escape and to someday meet him.  His detailed account of Bill Baird and the spared soldier, Desmond, was mentally overwhelming. 

Our meeting continued with conversation regarding various aspects of the battle.  Mr. Tha asked, at one point, if we had trouble identifying our bodies. My response was that I recall it involving difficulty, but we managed.  He then referenced metal ID tags that US soldiers wear. “Dog tag”, I responded.  Well, it seems that he had ordered his men not to remove the tags from our bodies.  He pulled out his helmet, worn during the battle, and placed in on his head.  When he pulled out a safety razor, I had an idea what was coming next.  According to Mr. Tha, the razor was taken from the body of one of our dead. It had belonged to Lt. Kimball, 3rd platoon leader.  Mr Tha would like me to locate Kimball’s family, asking that they meet with him in Vietnam to retrieve the razor. I promised to try. My effort to secure the razor for transport to the US was unsuccessful. Mr. Tha’s forces lost 56 killed May 6, all of whom were hastily buried nearby. Following the war’s end in 1975, he took it upon himself to locate and exhume the bodies of all of his May 6 dead for proper reburial of the remains. In fact, he did so with all KIA’s that died under his command during the war….570 soldiers in all.  Amazingly, this hardened warrior turned to a life of healing following the war, acquiring an education in medicine and becoming a physician. From there, he set to work helping those in need, never accepting pay.  

Throughout our three-hour meeting, Danny was dutifully tending to his volunteer video/camera task.  A uniformed military man, the newspaper reporter, and another man of unknown significance were also present. These three were aggressively jotting notes.  Just before the meeting’s end, Mr. Tha’s son, the mayor of Nha Trang (pop 200,0000) appeared with his wife. Following group photos and Mr. Tha’s presentation of gifts to Danny and me, it was time to part.  

My impression is that my former foe is a compassionate, principled, and caring man.  He expressed regret and sympathy to families of the US soldiers killed May 6. Wading through the memories was as tough for him as it was for me.  Regardless of NVA or US allegiance, ground combat in Vietnam was brutal.

April 30, 2017 0815 Vietnam Time Saigon


What follows is a post from last year' trip that I wrote April 7, 2016 regarding the fighting at Nhi Ha in May'68. Note the reference to the ambiguity surrounding Allan Barnes. In realty, during retrieval of our dead, Allan ended up with my platoon's (2nd) KIA's instead of his own (3rd). In retrospect, I had to have handled his body multiple times. But, due to the condition, features weren't obvious. Because his status was changed from MIA to KIA in September, months after the battle, it was assumed that his remains had been found on or near the battlefield. All the time, though, his body was in a morgue in Da Nang. Here is my April 7 post from last year:
 
 
 
 
"Nhi Ha is one of those places that is embedded in the soul of those who fought that ugly 14-day battle in May '68. Yesterday, once again, I stood on the ground that back then shook & roared with battle. From the battle's monument, I look to the sand dunes, from which NVA artillery batteries hammered us day and night. Another glance reveals Jones Creek, the banks of which provided life-saving cover to my squad May 6. Also obvious is the spot where we dug in and assaulted Nhi Ha until it was finally "taken". In reality, the enemy pulled back and waited for us to make the next move. I'm standing where many of my company perished and Bill Baird was captured. And, all the time, an enemy officer, Mr. Ba, is by my side. My comrades at Nhi Ha will certainly remember the bomb-damaged building where the captured NVA weapons were kept. In 2011, I found that building, which was being repaired and enhanced. Yesterday I (through Nhung) conversed with the occupant. Showing him photos from May '68, he verified that it is, indeed, the same building. I stood at my approximate bunker position, from which repeated NVA night attacks were countered. At the May 6 battle site, incense was lit in memory of Lt. William Kimball, whose razor I recovered from Col. Tha just a few days ago. It was sobering and chilling to realize that I was standing near where Kimball fell and, shortly thereafter, the razor taken from his shirt pocket by the enemy. That razor today has taken on even more meaning to me. I am honored to be the soldier who will be returning it to Mrs. Kimball. More incense was ignited in memory of all 196th soldiers who perished at Nhi Ha. Allan Barnes' fate is somewhat clouded by the fact that we did not recover his body with the others on May 8. Bill Baird's body wasn't recovered, either, but in reality he had been captured and spent 5 1/2 years as a POW in Hanoi. It is reported that Barnes was last seen alive, though wounded, during that nightmare May 6 battle. His body was recovered September 22 along Jones Creek, somewhat north of the actual battle site. How he ended up there is a mystery that I feel will be solved with some effort. Yes, we could have missed his body on the May 8 KIA recovery. But, his remains were recovered away from the actual battle area. The answer exists. It will take a focused effort and that most likely must occur at Nhi Ha. That battle forever haunts those who fought it. "Nightmare Battle of Nhi Ha" was the title of the article in "Vietnam Magazine". It was...and is.









April 29, 2017 2310 Vietnam Time Saigon

With family approval to release details surrounding the May 6, 1968 death of KIA Allan Barnes at Nhi Ha, I contacted Jim Stone (Stoney), Allen's squad leader. Stoney's squad would have been to my squad's right during the battle. Today I received Stoney's impression of events and will now share it with you. It's tough enough to have thoughts of combat horror constantly bouncing around in your head, but it's tougher yet to put it in writing. Thanks to Stoney for spilling his guts. It's not easy. You'll recall that I held a memorial for Allan and our other Nhi Ha dead at the battle site eight days ago. Stoney's words, a rare, intimate glimpse into our lives in 'Nam, follow:







"Neil, as you know Barnes was in my squad. I just remember everything changing when I came back from R&R in later March and my squad had been totally reorganized by the new Platoon Sgt who came in when I was gone. Barnes and Straus were two of the new members and some of my old guys had been taken away. Barnes and Straus had gone thru mortar school together and were best friends. The two would clown around a lot and imitate our "wonderful" captain. They were both good soldiers and never caused a problem. Then we moved out of our LZ Center area and went north to Camp Evans. A few days of stumbling around that area and then on to Nhi Ha. My first close action with Barnes was on an OP the night before he was killed. He was right beside me in the bomb crater and we had to turn the LP into a 5-man ambush. Barnes stayed with me and continued to fire while the other 3 were to pull back. He was very cool under the situation and I admired him for that and he took a huge leap in my depending on him.
We were all feeling good the next morning that the 5 of us made it in without a scratch. After it got light out and mid morning we got permission to go check our ambush site and picked up 4 weapons and had 4 kills. We were on a high. Then a couple hours later I went to a squad leaders’ meeting and was told we were going across this huge paddy to check out a village mid afternoon. We departed the perimeter with two platoons walking abreast right across the paddy in the open. Our platoon went in a U-Shape with my squad across the front. When we had nearly crossed the paddy we came upon a cemetery at the edge of our village objective. We spotted an enemy soldier going into one of the grave mounds and immediately took him under fire. The grave mound was a disguised bunker and didn't fire back. The platoon sgt. had us pouring fire into the bunker. He told me to take my squad and assault the bunker but I persuaded him to ask for second platoon to do it as they were on the flank side of it. They assaulted the bunker and were mowed down by enemy fire. One NVA came staggering from the bunker, headed for the village and all hell broke loose. A hail of fire came from the village and the enemy came out into the rice paddy assaulting us. Our platoon sgt hollered to pull back and jumped up with others following him rearward. I didn't know who went with him from the squad. I stayed down and waited for the fire to let up and when it slowed I peeked over the dike and they had advanced close to me. Lying next to me was one of my team leaders named Nahrstadt. Straus was across the dike in front of me dead. I started shooting and tried to eliminate anything close. I then told Narstadt we had to pull back and get some separation from the enemy. That is when he asked me about my other team leader Alderson who was next to him. We were lying side by side. He said Alderson was hit so I told him to check him to see how bad he was. He was checking him when I glanced over to see that he was in bad shape, unconscious and barely breathing. The enemy was so close I told him there was no way we could take him. Narstadts rifle was jammed so I told him to take Alderson’s but it was jammed also. So we started leapfrogging to the rear him first and me second for short runs as they would immediately start firing at us. After a few of these we became separated and I was looking for others to hook up with. That is when I saw Barnes jump up. He was closer to the village and closer to second platoon. He was running to the rear and shouting, “Wait up.  I’m out of ammo.” He had just run a short distance, then was hit and went down. Looking back, it was quite a ways to him, but now I wish I had gone back to see if I could have helped him. But ,that is easy to say now in hindsight. Decisions had to be made in seconds and sometimes fear clouds your judgment. I made it over to the captain’s location and a short time later we all pulled back to the bunkers from which we had originally departed. It was a very sad and sorrowful bunch of guys. That night second and third platoon combined to form one platoon for security. The next morning a man named Desmond from second platoon came in at first light and I went over to talk to him to see if he had seen anyone. He said he had seen Barnes and he was shot in the foot but would not come with him. One of our squads then went into the paddy closer to our perimeter and brought in another wounded guy. We started getting new replacements then and a couple days later some Marine personnel carriers came in to go out with us to retrieve our dead. Third platoon was at the back of the formation so I was not involved with finding and loading the bodies. After a short time we started taking in mortar fire and pulled to our bunkers in Nhi Ha. The Marine personnel carriers stopped in front of the bunkers by my location and we were told to get volunteers and unload and identify our guys. I took some of our older troops that would know them and we went outside the wire to do the gruesome task. It just took all we could muster to do it. Two of the guys with me were Tommy Hemphill and Richard Craig. I got up in the carrier with the others and we started dragging them out and laying them side-by-side. We had seven in ours. Second platoon had the duty of the second carrier and they had five. We were wearing gas masks to help with the odor. After lying out there for a couple of days most were visually unrecognizable. We went over them looking for dog tags and clothing we knew them to wear along with size and features. We got names for our seven but did not have Barnes. I went to second platoons carrier to see how they were doing and they said they had five missing and the five they had they had recognized and tagged. That left Barnes unaccounted for. We then loaded them back up and away they went and we went back to war. Finally about ten days later we were pulled out of that area and went back south to our old AO. All of these years I had wondered what had become of my friend Allan Barnes. Then out of the blue I get an e-mail from Tommy Williams from Allan’s hometown wanting to find out some details on Allan. He was doing some research and wanted to know what I knew. I was immediately interested and I told him all of what I have just said. After a bunch of back and forths he said he had contacted Allan’s sister but her husband wanted him to cease communicating. We then got Neil Hannan involved as he had gone back to the battle site recently and was gathering info. Neil contacted Jane and she sent for Allan’s army records and I believe firmly that we found our answer. You see, second platoon had one man captured (Bill Baird). In the records Baird was mentioned. Since at the time we didn't know Baird had been captured Barnes remains were misidentified as Baird. Later when the Army learned about Baird the remains we already had were identified as Barnes. You ask how could this have happened?  My speculation is that at that time in the war graves registrations was taking in a lot of bodies and it took a while to get this figured out. The army works slowly and this situation got a little confusing. I can now sleep with this conclusion and with all of my heart want to thank Jane, Tommy Williams, and Neil Hannan for all they have done. We owe it to Allan. He was a fine soldier and I wish things could have turned out differently.Thanks  Jim Stone  (Stoney)"


Stoney Nhi Ha